Me and honesty
Over the weekend my friends Jenn and Ali tagged me with the Honesty Scrap award.

I think they gave this to me at the most perfect time ever. I’ve been through major ups and downs and all around lately and I think it would do me some good to be honest with myself and others about myself. Maybe tell you things you didn’t know about myself. With all the craziness that’s been going on in the blog world lately, some honestly would do everyone some good right now. Here are the rules:
1. Present this award to 7 others whose blogs you find brilliant in content and/or design or those who have encouraged you.
2. Tell those people they’ve been awarded the HONEST SCRAP AWARD and inform them of these guidelines in receiving the award.
3. Share “10 honest things” about yourself.
Here’s my 10:
1. I’m tongue tied. Literally. My tongue is tied into my mouth and can barely stick out. The doctor’s wanted my mom to get it cut and said she wouldn’t unless I had trouble eating or speaking. Neither happened so it’s still that way today.
2. I’m scared of the dark.
3. I believe in ghosts. (Jenn, tell Sam I said hi.)
4. I am a Christian. May not always act like one, but that’s my own issue to fix. The truth remains and I’m going to Heaven when I die.
5. While I love the life me and Hubs have built for ourselves, I sometimes wish that we would have waited to have kids just a couple more years.
6. I’m scared for my mom to die. I know she’ll be better off and so much happier in Heaven but I don’t know how to live my life without my mom. I dread the day.
7. I have an addiction to the internet and being connected. I don’t think I could go one day without my blackberry OR talking to my friends on it.
8. My sisters resent me for moving away. They don’t really admit this but I know it. I deal with that everyday of my life, especially when I hear other people talk about how they’re close to their siblings. It makes me very jealous. We are not close at all.
9. I’m super clumsy. I trip and fall and drop things A LOT.
10. I hate tennis shoes and think they’re hideous (unless you’re working out) and refuse to wear them with regular clothes. EVER.
I’m tagging these 7 people to join in the fun!
1. Issa from Issa’s Crazy world.
2. Jennster from Jennster’s Blog.
3. Karen from Smiling through it all.
4. Nilsa from Somi Speaks.
5. Vinomom from Vinomom.
6. Amber from Pacifier Graveyard
7. Angelia from Mommy Needs meds
I was going to blog about my crazy/scary night last night, but I’ll do that tomorrow! Stay tuned!












Oh you are awesome. I will do this tomorrow, since I just posted today.
Dude, I totally believe in ghosts too. And I’m completely clumsy.
Issa´s last blog ..Random Monday, the Grinch who ignored Halloween version
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I thought I was the only adult scared of the dark. I hate it and I believe in ghosts, which makes my fear of the dark that much worse. I spill everything.
love these honesty posts.
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I don’t think I know what you mean by “tongue tied” I can’t picture it.
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I now officially have THREE awards I haven’t even accepted yet! Guess you know what I’m blogging about tonight! Thank you so much
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It’s hard for me to imagine you being tongue-tied. That’s a good one! Thanks for the shout-out!
SoMi’s Nilsa´s last blog ..Booked
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i love you and the person you are. i’m so happy to be able to call you one of my best friends… so yeah. that’s it. i’m not doing this fucking thing, but still. lol
jennster´s last blog ..i think i just became a real woman. or something like it.
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My siblings resent me for moving away too. Needless to say we aren’t close either. I will be your sister, sista! <3
Lu´s last blog ..This Sucks
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” I’m scared for my mom to die. I know she’ll be better off and so much happier in Heaven but I don’t know how to live my life without my mom. I dread the day.” That’s me, too. It’s a strange feeling, because I don’t want her to hurt anymore, physically or emotionally… and yet there it is. I don’t really, truly, deep down, want her to die. I just want her to be better.
I’m also not close with my siblings; they hate me for moving out, for moving on, for trying to have a life, I think. I can’t be sure, we almost never talk. They live with my mother still, I see them every day and I know nothing about them. It hurts.
MommyGeekology´s last blog ..Featured: Favorite Blog Posts
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